Thoughts from a recovering perfectionist: self-recording
Recording my own playing…just the thought gave me the heebie jeebies for a long time. Everyone says we should do it for a whole host of reasons, but sometimes the thought of it gives the eugh.
Well…I hate to say it, but they’re right.
“But I don’t like the way I sound on a recording, the minute I hit record all my skill goes out the window, it makes me nervous, what if someone else hears it, what if someone else hears it and gives unsolicited advice, but I know it’s for practice and improving but I just can’t stop doing takes until it’s perfect.”
Does that sound familiar? I see you (unless you don’t wish to be perceived, I totally get it.)
I too was once very put off by recording my own playing and listening back. Sometimes I still am…but I feel the eugh an do it anyway.
Here’s why…
Thoughts from a recovering perfectionist: unrealistic expectations part 1
Placing expectations on yourself, because you know yourself best and you know what you should be capable of…right? And then you don’t meet those expectations…and that’s not so nice.
Thoughts from a recovering perfectionist: mistakes
The music lesson is one of the prime places to make the mistake.
Why?
If we don’t hear/witness/become aware of a problem, we can’t diagnose and find solutions that work for you.